The song I choose for today is 星晴 by 周杰伦... not because it suits my 心情but because when I was talking to Wee Fong through MSN today, she played this song on the guitar and sang it for me even though she is feeling sick. When she was playing the song, tears uncontrollably rolled down my cheeks, not because the song is particularly touching, but because I am thankful that I have such a great friend who would go to heights just for me.

At noon today, my mother demanded me not to go for the Fahrenheit concert when they come to Sydney because she thinks that if I am asking for people to sponsor my Africa trip then I shouldn't be wasting money on the concert... But but... I am not going to buy the most expensive ticket anyway, I just want to go to the concert and feel their presence... and I am paying my own not like I am asking her for money to buy the concert tickets... Can't I be happy and live my life to the fullest??? (touch wood) Just in case I die in Africa, I wouldn't have any regrets I guess...

At this point, I just really wanna scream to Wee Fong and tell her how much I love her... she is playing songs on the guitar for me RIGHT NOW and I really should tell her to stop playing and rest her throat but... I am selfish, and I really LOVE the feeling of her playing songs for me and accompanying my emo afternoon. And I think she should stop apologising for playing it wrong because the chords/melody doesn't really matter, it is the fact that she is playing it for me that I am very grateful for.

I think God has given me a lot of friends because He has given me an incomplete family... a whole life with no one to call DAD... a whole life of not being able to celebrate FATHER's DAY... Apparently Father's Day is approaching soon... wished there was someone for me to buy a father's day present for... I know a lot of people will say that I should buy something for my mum, but no matter how many great things she has given me, she can never replace a FATHER in my life...