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(ENG) GOSSIP GIRL SEASON THREE
(ENG) GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON SIX
(TVB) 蔡鍔與小鳳仙 - In the Chamber of Bliss
(TVB) 宮心計 - Beyond the Realm of Conscience
(TVB) 富貴門 - Born Rich
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(TW) 桃花小妹 - Momo Love

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since Aug 2009
(TVB)王老虎搶親 - A Bride for a Ride ★★
(TVB)烈火雄心III - Burning Flame III ★★★
(TVB)絕代商驕 - You're Hired ★★★★
(TVB)古灵精探B - D.I.E again ★★★★★
(TW) 爱就宅一起 - ToGetHer ★★★
(TW) 福氣又安康 - Easy Fortune Happy Life ★★★★
(TVB)有營煮婦 - The Stew of Life★★★

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KOR - Korean Drama
TVB - Hong Kong Drama
TW - Taiwanese Drama
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3 ★ - Good
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
5:56:00 PM

Today is Australia's Father's Day. This is the worst day to go out because there will definitely be a lot of families celebrating Father's Day and of course I stayed home.

Today means NOTHING to me and neither does the Fathers' Day in June. There is no one in this world for me to call Dad and wish him HAPPY FATHER'S DAY and neither do I have to trouble over what to get for him.

My mum is right, she tells me that she is my dad, and I jokingly said NO and she said of course she is because she is the breadwinner of the family. But I know that a real father is not one who only brings money home to support the family plus my biological dad has never done such a thing. For the countless years that they've been separated, my mum and I has never received a single cent from him and he is bringing up two other boys of someone else's.

I don't hate him. I just wished that he could remember that I am his daughter and I am his only child in this world who shares his genes and DNA. Last year, he suddenly remembered us one day (dramatic but true) after nearly two decades and called us when my mum was in the process of another broken marriage. It was a spiritual boost for me and my mum for whatever we were going through.

He called to say that he was sick and he wanted to meet me when I got back to Singapore at the end of the year. I remembered I secretly teared when I heard he was sick and I could imagine myself pouring out at his funeral (touch wood but it is true that one day we'll all have to go through that stage not that I am cursing him or anything). I didn't end up meeting him the last time I went back because I don't know how to face him, I don't want him to be disappointed at my mum for the size of me even though I am happy the way I am.

But still I have to thank him. Without him, there will be no ME. After so many years, even pass the age of 18 and am legal, I have never once thought of changing my surname. I would not have been brought into this world if not for him. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, __________! I have no idea how to address him, Dad, Daddy, Pa, Papa or whatsoever. That is probably another reason why I didn't feel comfortable to meet him the last time I was back in Singapore.

Weirdly enough but true, I am curious on what having a father would mean, and how that would change my life. I guess I would not be that strong, I guess I would not have treasured my family and friends as much, and I would trust "love" and marriage more. So to everyone who still has a DAD to celebrate Father's Day with, treasure it!

I know that I am still a lucky child, everyone says that, because I've still got my mum whereas a lot of people in this world may have never seen their parents, or whatsoever. I think I am one of the rare few among my friends (esp my closest friends) who has grown up in an environment with totally no DAD, that also explains why I don't know how to interact with the opposite sex because there is no one to tell me how. I am not complaining or anything, I know that this is LIFE. And may everyone reading this post think about the things your dad has done for you and thank him for it because it is not by law that it is done.

The song I've chosen for today has nothing much to do with father, but the title itself 會長大的幸福 inspired me. 會長大的幸福 by TANK in English means, "happiness that will grow up". It just felt very appropriate for me for today.

The Bliss Of Love ♥